Reaching for something better

I’ve been going through a very transitionary time in my life the past few weeks. Old relationships, both business and personal, are making way for new relationships. Change can be a good thing, but it can also be hard on the heart.

Unfortunately, I’m of the mindset that thoughts are things and heartache is not the best mindset for positive attraction. But, we don’t have to be 100% positive 100% of the time, I don’t think, so long as we are constantly reaching for a slightly better feeling thought than the current one we are thinking. Like begets like, so just thinking a slightly better thought, smiling a little bit bigger and understanding that things will get better faster than you think is the best way to approach heartache, I think.

In the long run, reaching for something slightly more positive will attract many wonderful things into your life. It always does for me, but I find myself wanting to wallow in my negative thoughts, which in turn has the complete opposite effect of what I’m wanting, which is to feel better.

I was and still am in love with someone, but she is in a place where she needs to figure some things out on her own if we are ever to become anything more than we are now. It has been rough breaking things off with her, but I feel like staying positive and seeing her for all the things I loved about her is the best way to amplify those characteristics in other people and even within her.

I love that she is beautiful, yet completely quirky and down to earth. I love that she likes to laugh and that she finds me funny. I love that she can look into my eyes and know what I am thinking. I love that she always wants more for her life. I love that she loves fashion and family. I love that she feels comfortable crying in front of me, but even more so, that she feels comfortable if I cry in front of her. I love that she loves to lay close to me and that our bodies just seem to fit together. I love that we have such amazing sex and that we both know how special making love is. I love falling in love.

I am going through changes in my life, but even though they can be upsetting at first, I am choosing to look at the excitement new things will bring to my life and know that time apart can only make our bond stronger and bring more clarity to our relationship should we get back together. If nothing else, I am thankful for the lessons I always learn from major changes in my life and I can’t help but smile, thinking about how much fun we have when we are together. I would not have changed it for the world. I am glad that I met her and now that I know her.

Exciting things are coming into my life. I’m always reaching for slightly more positive thoughts. I love my life and look forward to the amazing opportunities that are falling into my lap and always entering my life at precisely the correct moment.

I love you. I’m sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you.